Part of a series of daily diary entries about living with MBC. Wednesday, October 30, 2019 4:30 am – Yes, I’m up to pee. Again. I manage to get back to sleep afterwards. 6:30 am – I’m up for Lidocaine patch removal. 7:00 am – Time for toast and my mountain of meds. 8:00 am – … Continue reading Dear Diary: Wednesday
We took it easy this July 4th weekend with a quiet night at home. Well, not quiet. We live near the beach, and fireworks pretty much last from Memorial Day through Labor Day, with a surge during the Independence Day holiday. But I have managed to sleep through most of them, regardless. This past week … Continue reading Summer of Celebrations
I admittedly have been avoiding writing another blog post for weeks now. Words fall out of my head before they can get down to my mouth (or my typing fingers). I’ve started playing language-based game apps on my phone so that I can try to keep my vocabulary up to snuff. But for someone who … Continue reading Almost Four Years of Stage IV
You know what really grinds my gears? When I call the waiter back to the table to take our order when she’s just taken it ten minutes earlier. Or when I tell my husband the same story three times because I have no recollection whether I’ve shared it already or not. And when I start … Continue reading What Was I Doing Again?
It’s October, month of perpetual pink. For those of us with metastatic, stage IV breast cancer, it’s also a daily reminder that barring some dramatic new medical discovery, I won’t be cured in my lifetime. “Terminal” is not a word you hear much during Breast Cancer Awareness Month.As a patient, I try to be optimistic, … Continue reading Pinky and My Brain
The next two weeks should give us more focus into my new treatment plan. My latest brain MRI results are in. The biggest lesion right now, which was 13mm x 10mm in April, has grown to 21mm x 26mm. It’s in the left frontal lobe. The rest of my brain mets are generally stable (some … Continue reading Fortnight
I lost eight hours on Tuesday. I went to our bedroom to rest and after that I only remember bits and pieces until regaining my power of speech and comprehension courtesy of IV steroids. Which is a shame since I just tapered off of the darn things, post-London. Unlike previous seizures, this one snuck up … Continue reading Never a Dull Moment
Cheerio, folks. We are headed to the airport shortly to embark on the big adventure to London. And not to worry; the housesitters and petsitters are in place to keep any social media stalkers with bad intentions away (I know I’m performing an internet no-no in announcing our travels; but your prayers, happy thoughts, and … Continue reading Cheerio!
When I was first diagnosed with stage IV metastatic breast cancer (MBC) in 2015, my husband and I had many, many questions for my new medical oncologist, Dr. K. At the top of the list was “how long can I expect to live with this disease?” I found that was an easier question to write … Continue reading Expiration Dates
It’s been a while, once again, but after staring at my computer screen for about two weeks, I think I can eke out a blog post. The gamma knife surgery went as planned. I won’t go through the whole spiel as to how it’s done again, but you can read about that here. As it … Continue reading Hurry up and Wait